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I dreamt about you three times now since the last time we spoke. The first one was a few months ago where we were standing on the bridge and you came up to me while we were in a crowd. You pretended nothing had happened and you tried to talk to me. Couldn't remember what we said to each other anymore. The second dream was last month and this time, we confronted each other about what happened between us. I don't recall us ever apologizing about what we did to each other, but we did talk about it. Would it have mattered if we sat down and explained ourselves all the way through? About why I was mad at you and about how you felt of my actions towards you? Would things change for the better if we had just let go of our egos and talked properly? But I've tried a few times, it seems that you weren't interested anyway. I really wished things would go back to how they were in the beginning when we started talking. But those MEMORIES seem so far away now like they were just dreams. The third dream was a few nights ago, you met me in a crowded shopping mall. And the only thing I remember you saying was "pick up the phone". Are these dreams from an alternate reality where we did talk it out and became friends again?

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